One of my close friends shared this video on Facebook recently, and I thought it was a beautiful and poignant expression of the human condition. Allowing yourself to be alone is sort of like allowing yourself to be quiet and keep excess noise from your life.
Being alone is definitely something that scares a lot of people, because it really does force you to be yourself- you have no one left to impress, you have no need for conscience, and it is really the only time when you are free to be yourself in your purest form. I would venture to say that a lot of people don’t really know themselves because they do not spend time alone.
There’s nothing wrong with that, of course- human beings are adaptable by nature. It’s no secret that people act differently depending on their surroundings- I can be irritatingly cheerful if it’s sunny outside and I’m enjoying a nice walk, but catch me off guard in a practice room and I will most likely be nearly unapproachable. This applies to the people you’re with as well- when I’m around my brother, we’re probably planning mischief or perhaps already in the midst of blowing something up, but when I’m at work I am (believe it or not) entirely capable of being serious.
But who am I when I am alone? I’ve never had to explain it, really. And why would I? As long as who you are when you are alone is somebody that you are comfortable with, that’s what matters. It’s really helpful in the process of finding out who you are to spend time alone, free from distractions and ego, because when you know who you are everything else really becomes a lot easier. Decisions, enjoying life, knowing what you like and don’t like- even being far more confident. When you’re alone enough to stop worrying about others judging you, then eventually you’ll stop worrying about it even when you’re not alone.
I’m not saying to be a hermit by any means. But I feel that humans in general get so caught up in specific relationships and people and connections that we lose sight of the individual. We all need to learn to be at peace with ourselves before we can be at peace with others.
Anyway, I hope you all find some time in your hectic lives to get to know yourselves a bit more. You deserve it!